To know your feelings are POWER !

I don’t know if I am weird to feel that , or even weirder to just talk about it ; but –

How come that every time sadness hits me I always get the feeling that I’ll never be able to be happy again,

and too often it gets to the point where I start realizing that I’ve never really been happy

Tho every time I get happy the butterflies in my stomach screams “that sadness will never get to you” ,

and little did I know ; I did not feel sad in the first place !