I cannot put into words
these feelings trapped inside,
maybe if I could
they might finally subside.
No matter what
I try to write
nothing comes together
that even starts to sound right.
Explanations for
my questionable behaviour
only adds fuel to the belief
I am acting like a dictator.
Afraid to let
anyone get to close
in case the truth may emerge
in questions they pose.
If only I could find
the words I am looking for
then they may understand
what it is I am trying to ignore.

Deep
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