Where do these thoughts
originate from?
the very ones I lie awake
waiting to come.
Where do they hide
when I’m feeling well?
is there a secret room
in my inner hell.
Where can I go rid
them from my head?
or do I have to wait
until I am laid out dead.
These thoughts that have
grown stronger over the years,
have now won out
and left me in tears.
Was I born with them or
did they find me on their own,
did they emerge from the
shadows when I was alone.
Why can I not resist
their hurtful intentions?
is there no cure or any chance
of an intervention
to release me from
their stranglehold,
or must I continue to
listen to them and
do what I am told.

I ask the same question all the time
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So movingly written
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