I sit alone analysing life decisions,
as the voices in my head continue to torment me.
My anxiety keeps me away from others,
too fearful of what they have to say.
I feel so scattered,
as the ping pong ball goes back and forth… so do my emotions.
Waiting to see which emotion is going to hit the hardest.
The need to feel connected haunts me.
“Tell me you’ll be my home I can go to whenever I’m away.”
Keep me secure, and help me become grounded.
Let me learn the ways to feel content with life and everything it has to offer.
