Unable

Unable to take pride

in the things that I do

Unable to look you in the eye

and say I love you.

Unable to take inspiration

what’s around me.

Unable to remember

the last time I felt like me.

Unable to get up

and out of this chair.

Unable to go upstairs

and wash my hair.

Unable to read all

the words that I’ve wrote.

Unable to think of you

without a lump in my throat.

Unable to focus

on what I have to do.

Unable to come

to terms with losing you.