I Wish

I need someone to talk to,

to make sure I am still alive

I need to hear some good news

so my spirit may be revived.

I want to awake in the morning

and feel like I belong,

I want to look outside and realise

it was a bad dream all along.

I cannot understand what is

going on in my head

but I can believe sometimes

I would be better off dead.

I wish I had all the answers

to the questions that have been posed,

I know I wish to God

that I had been misdiagnosed.