I Wonder ..Umm

I wonder how far I’m getting
How much I’m falling into deep
Is there someone real?
Can you hear me scream?
I swear I tried
I did my best
I did what I’ve never done before
And for what? Get drowned in tears?
Feeling dumb and having fears?
How powerful is this love ?
How can a simple feeling make us feel so complete
And empty at the same time?

This wound will never heal and everything seems

BROKEN !!!

I couldn’t say goodbye.

I tried to say but exhaustion
and anxiety kept me captive.

I wasn’t strong enough

My heart is being pointed
at with a gun.
The owner of this gun, is my faith.

I feel more lonely than ever.

Don’t you know that you are everything
I got.
I swear now I can’t take it.

It’s tearing me apart.

So tough, that I’m tearing myself apart.
And even though,
You are getting help, you left me like an
unfinished painting.
So rough, that I feel myself emotionless.

You are gone…

and I don’t know when you are coming back.

I feel powerless, you left me in the worst of my moments.
You left me so you could return, and save me from myself.

I hope so..

I hope so I am not wrong !