I wonder how far I’m getting
How much I’m falling into deep
Is there someone real?
Can you hear me scream?
I swear I tried
I did my best
I did what I’ve never done before
And for what? Get drowned in tears?
Feeling dumb and having fears?
How powerful is this love ?
How can a simple feeling make us feel so complete
And empty at the same time?
This wound will never heal and everything seems
I couldn’t say goodbye.
I tried to say but exhaustion
and anxiety kept me captive.
I wasn’t strong enough
My heart is being pointed
at with a gun.
The owner of this gun, is my faith.
I feel more lonely than ever.
Don’t you know that you are everything
I swear now I can’t take it.
It’s tearing me apart.
So tough, that I’m tearing myself apart.
And even though,
You are getting help, you left me like an
So rough, that I feel myself emotionless.
You are gone…
and I don’t know when you are coming back.
I feel powerless, you left me in the worst of my moments.
You left me so you could return, and save me from myself.
I hope so..
I hope so I am not wrong !