Your words were so sharp and direct
they felt like thorns and needles in my chest.
Worried were you about everyone,
About what will happen ,
About everything, except me !
Time being my greatest enemy
Tears would roll down my cheeks .
And all I can do is to sit and stare the wall
Your apologies sounded like performance
Your kisses tasted like habit
Your touch felt like heaven
Your smile made me feel warm
and I tricked myself into believing you over again
Is it easy to forget our time?
Is it to bare the insufferable
That I should forget someone who is so much as is mine ?
I not only have to get over you
but the “you” that I thought would never give up on me !!
They both broke my heart !
One I still oddly love
and the other left me broken
It’s hard to end this gloriousness
But everyone made me let you free !!