Sorry for the delay !
I hope you have read my previous three chapters ! If not, please read them 😊😊
Yeah things were going good but there were things which were unusual .
It was nothing but Karthick! He started to play a major role there after. Because of him I started to laugh a little harder day by day. Yeah my major night talks in our hostel room was about him. No other go, Sona and Adhi had to listen to my endless dramas 😂. (Poor they)
I was like….
“Sona and Adhi listen ,
“He said me this, what should I reply?”😂
“You know what I saw him in the parking area.”
” He said my dp was good.”😅
“Girls listen he said this…very cute nah..!!”
(Yeah typically this is what every girl does and moreover Sona and Adhi were the co-authors of most of our conversations.)
By the way still he is just my senior friend 😅. But these people tease me every day. Whenever my phone vibrates .
He was always the answer when someone questions me of why I’m laughing alone😅 or what I’m thinking about.
I still remember the day before my review. I texted him around 7p.m to help me. He replied me , but after an hour ! I have to prepare for my review but our chat continued and it was 9p.m. He went for a movie with his friends. I’m sure he didn’t watch the movie and I haven’t read a single word for my exam next day😂.
Anu: Didn’t you go to the movie?
Karthick: Yeah… I’m there in the movie.
Anu : Is it boring..? Why are you texting me instead of watching it..?
Karthick: why do you have any other work to do?
(Yeah I have to study but surprisingly chatting with him mattered that day rather than my review the next day)
Anu: No senior…so how is movie? (It was a horror film)
Karthick: Yeah good.. the ghost in the movie is very beautiful.
He started to describe the beauty of the ghost in the movie.
Yeah I know ! These are the most boring texts, yet it mattered for me that day. I didn’t study. We kept chatting till 1 am and I slept. But surprisingly I got the best grade in the review😂.
( In between , what kind of guy is he among those who show only their perfect sides, he is flirting seeing the ghost and that to describing about it to me😂. Yeah surprisingly I liked him for his imperfections. He is naughty enough.)
The other day I was very sad. Sona and I had some misunderstandings we didn’t talk for a week. He recognised that I’m not okay with my sad status. He enquired why I was worried.
After listening to my problem he spoke thus, ” Listen Anu, no one is perfect here. Everyone makes mistake. Just before showing your anger or deciding to end a relationship just think once for a minute regarding the happy moments you spent with that person. Then decide what to do.”
( Now again he gained a special position and respect, my senior who acts childishly mr.imperfect, the naughty kid handled me maturely.)
“Sometimes you can’t explain what you see in a person it just how they make you feel and they take you to places where no one else did.”
Thus now my “Senior jii” has turned to be my so called “senior”. Yeah where the respect goes off friendship starts.
Little things I did, yet crazy enough to think and laugh…..
~Most of the days I used to miss our college bus(purposely). So that I can see him while walking. Even when offered lift by my friends I won’t go. I say, “I ll walk good for health nah.”
~Even if I walk past him I won’t see him. I know it was him but I won’t. Rather I would ask my friends, “Whether he saw me?” ” How did he react?”
Again I want to make sure he is my very close friend.
His flaws are the only reason I kept on falling for him again and again ! You can question me does friends do these stuffs. May be I do. It’s simple I dont believe in the idea of love.
Because I have seen many people (my seniors) falling in love and both marrying, but marrying separately some unknown person.
So where does love come in between. They just like each other, a craze and probably a crush.
So I wanted to keep my like for him as just a crush and a very close friend of mine.
இந்தக் காதல்மீதெல்லாம் நம்பிக்கையில்லை… அவனவளாய் என்னை ஆக்கிக்கொள்ளவோ என்னவனாய் அவனை மாற்றிக்கொள்ளவோ எண்ணமேதுமில்லை!
அவன் அவனாக வாழட்டும்…இவள் இவளாகவே வாழ்கிறேன்…
எங்கள் நட்பு ஆழமாக நடப்பட்டு விட்டது…இந்த மண்ணில் காதலுக்கு இடமில்லை…. நாங்கள் நண்பர்கள்❣
Will Anu stay strong with her decision or will her craze for Karthick increase?
Stay tuned until I post my next chapter.
You people have shown me enough love ! I hope you enjoy this chapter and the upcoming ones too ❤
– Anonymous girl 😊